Tuesday, March 29, 2011

The secret of love phone , you never to touch

 Night, quiet, following the slightest under winter rain, the cold waves of Italian, through the thick coat to hit me. I could not help shivering. At this time, a pair of big hands from the back of my arms over, Let me have some more warm, her husband said softly, coat draped over my body, and then went to the bedroom to sleep.

the night grew deeper and deeper, and I just got up to go to bed, the sudden, I hear a cell phone beep sound, I took a look at mobile phones, there is no information, do not care, that their own got it wrong, got up again, but also heard the beep is heard, the sound seems to come from her husband's coat pocket. I reached into the first touch, the original is still her husband's mobile phone pocket . open the phone to look, there are two just received new information. I want to put it back, wants to open a look. I have always believed her husband, because he has been very good to me, on the family responsible for each other Parents are respected, his conscientious dedication, in my eyes he has always been a honest man, I think the world of men all bad, my husband will never change. he had said, the world is the beautiful scenery he also to appreciate, but never paid in the action, the only person he really loves me. So he left my days, I do not doubt him, he gave me the impression that another Zuohuaibuluan The Liuxia Hui. No matter what people say, I will not believe, because I have always believed that their own husband.

husband's cell phone in hand I was thinking: Maybe his friend sent him the information it to see it anyway. opened it. The first message says: baby doing? second message is: is not it, not even a message back to the ah, the night the couple hundred days grace, not to mention our numerous one night, you are very cruel in you. I took my hand was shaking the phone, do not believe their own eyes. I want to be calm and cool themselves, took a deep breath, I pull out their own mobile phone handsets pass the information on number after the beep is heard, there came a seductive female voice: Hello, Who? I was afraid of her suspicious and deliberately asked ? Yeah I'm not Ada, br>
with my husband on the computer checking his cell phone outside calls in recent months and the information in the record, above, and many of the woman call records, there are hundreds of information every day. most were incredible, along with a few numbers, are often in the middle of the night to contact. I can not think of dream, her husband is so honest, it could even have a so sinister privacy. I closed the computer, a person sitting quietly in the house, cross-flow of any tears.

a while, I went into the kitchen took a bottle of white wine, pour half a bottle into the mouth Yang, pungent smell of wine and a burning throat, so I'm top-heavy up. I'm still awake to take advantage of their own, stumbled into the bedroom. pull out the lamp, took off his coat to hide in bed. her husband was awakened by the sound of me, care to ask, ah 'He rolls over and hugging me, and softly said, a? is not happy? the expression, a face distorted by pain. Then he smiled and said, . He hugged me passionately kissing up. smell the familiar smells, but in my heart clench in waves. thought he had been with another woman that truly loves, and I felt a rush of nausea.

I broke free of his arms, he fumbled opened the lights, look at my face and tears in the eyes injured, he lit a cigarette and inhaled deeply, said, I said coldly, know I love you. Although I have had Yanshi outside, but only as my personal privacy, nothing to do with the love between us, yes, I can not afford to have the temptation, as a man, I recognized their own selfish, but this does not affect my feelings for you, although we are husband and wife, but everyone exists as individuals, we can not control each other's different lifestyles. As long as our hearts are filled with each other, other important it is not. know how it hurts my heart. Once he asked me wire cold rain, we went into the Civil Administration building in the divorce when her husband signed his name on the card when the tears flee with her husband for so many years never drop out of two eyes of tears, he sadly said, is not the result I want smile ..... all this into a thing of the past had. memories of a cavity left empty.

Today, I took my young children to live with unimaginable hardships of life, a divorced woman to remarry , be prohibitively difficult, no longer young face, still young children. who can easily accept.

love in the end is the possession? or pay? should be said that in spirit, still love my husband , why I have to monopolize his whole soul and body. In this whole wide world, where there is perfect ah, maybe when I should pretend do not know, maybe I should not have to look at his cell phone, but life is not Maybe.

If you let the secret cell phone into a secret forever, if we are not striving for perfection, if we can have more of a tolerance, that such a tragedy is not tragedy, and we only know love love themselves on the line , and as a grown man, he should know the pros and cons, the man responsible is not played the fire. let him know my way home on the line.

secret lover cell phone, we never to touch, to each other leaving a space, give yourself more of a love.

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