Sunday, January 16, 2011

A level, the pain in my heart forever!

 A flat, you know what? I finally came to Shenzhen, the city that I'm dreaming. A person, still, in all, after giving up the previous. Empty-handed, with a little simple luggage, with that of the introduction Shenzhen book, come here. do not know the future is what life looks like, but I know will be good, after so many tragedies, I found my peace of mind gets up, I can calm life. Maybe this is what people call it maturity, but I think my heart is full of a sense of the vicissitudes of life. full of pain hh
A level, and you can finally live in the same city, this moment, my heart feel the sweet, happy! A flat, over the years, the biggest dream is and you live in the same city, and you feel the same cold wind and rain, feel your breath, warm, sunny feeling, really Good!
Appin, you know, I am a very easy to meet a woman, Ah Ping, you know what? my greatest wish is that this life and your life together. even if you do not accept me Even across the abyss between us, even if you always have all kinds of excuses, for various reasons will I deny, but I know that I am willing, I will for you, give up all, even if nothing is my whole world to have you ! this way, it is so quiet, silently thinking of you, Lianzhao you to live life like hh
Appin, finally not so far away from, but I feel our hearts away from the farther and farther. has always been really sad that we did not see each other as much as two years. Since the college to now, we just met her, just along a short three days, the poor want really good, so sad. This is our love. I know you can not give me what I know so many things people can not naive. but I really love you, so many years I forget you, I know you have carved into my heart of hearts, I You know that I am, I know you always on my side, I know I will not be alone not lonely, I know that this life I will spend, I know I really love you! life care who you ask! < br> A level, in my mind that you are friends, lovers, loved ones, is a friend, my love of my life people! this life, but you, I will not marry anyone! A level, I'll wait for you, waiting for you one day, like back when, you can find me. I do not want you sad, do not you feel bad. A flat, you know, I have been concerned about you, if you had not, I will be sad . Therefore, we must properly!
Appin, really do not know what you are into, is thin or fat, What a good mood, smooth it? have a new girlfriend now, she must prettier than me, than I am right? her more than I love you? than I how are you? really hope you had a very happy very happy, really miss you. really hope that one day you meet again. But , met there to how what? you still can not accept me, you still can not forgive me. you still want to see me, your heart may have had my shadow, your mind can have thoughts and me, you can have lighted my tears, for my sorrow. A level, has been stubborn to think that you love me, now I still firmly believe that you love me, A level, even if self-deception, even if my heart to comfort Ye Hao, you love me!
Appin from you so near, but not to see you, I'm really afraid of the cold once again you refuse me, hurt me. I'm afraid I can stand it up. Ah Ping, please forgive me, forgive my wayward, the words of those who have hurt, forgive me, okay? you know it do not blame me, you know my heart is sad, you know my confusion does not help it? You know I walked a back gate of hell, did you know I how many sad tears stream? You know I love you heart it? Appin, you know!
Appin, I hope you always happy happy life. I will not deliberately disturb, will not appear in your life, such a person I look at you quietly, looking at your happiness, so I will be very happy very happy. you happy I am also happy. A flat, you know how much pain my heart what, you know how much my life difficult, you know how much I stress what, you know how lonely I am helpless, did you know my weakness it? A level. really miss miss you, every day, every minute, every second, you by my side, never leave hh I know this is our forever, I chose this way're in love, life together, stay together forever!
A flat calm I choose this path, my choice I did not repent, A level, you know what? without you, I found that I love is not any a person. A flat, I wait for you, three, five, ten, twenty, thirty years, five years, this life I have waited for you. Even if you never come back, come back to me to come, but I'm willing to wait. just for one day, when you want to go back and wait for you is not disappointment and helplessness, sorrow and regret!
Appin, this life I love you love you !!!!! !

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